a life update but not really

hello, how are you? i’d first like to apologize for the silence on my end. as always, consistency is one of my largest weaknesses. i’ve been writing a lot; original fiction, fanfiction, but not about myself – although, arguably, everything i write always seem to circle back to me, in some shape or form. i think it was Mitski who said that there is distance between the stories she creates and her person, but i have always found it difficult to separate my art from me, as a person. it’s something i need to work on.

i wrote the timid beginnings of a life-update which at first was meant to go up on my substack until i realized it would forever remain a timid beginning, so here it is instead, on dreamwidth, where i post most of my unfinished thoughts (but i do plan on moving more permanently to substack, and if not, something similar to it, mostly for my own convenience - dreamwidth html formatting, my beloathed <3).

anyway, i have very dramatically called this halfhearted life update "girl, help! i am caught in the never-ending cycle of mundanity" in my gdocs ( and maybe that's okay?! )